My sweet Hercules,

Words cannot describe what I am feeling now. I have had you for 10 years my baby boy. I remember the joy when I was 17 years old and held you for the first time in my arms. My mom didn't know anything. You were a craiglist puppy I got for $100. I had to convince the owner to drop the price on you and he made me promise to take good care of you. I tried my best for 10 years. You stayed at my mom's house because I just couldn't take you away from them either. You were out first official family dog. Thanks to you, everyone in the family eventually got their own puppy. You brought us peace and love in the family. I will always appreciate you and remember you. Nobody will ever replace you. I remember when my mom first found out she was a bit mad, but after a while you convinced her to let you stay. We went to the park together and played in the backyard. Once I moved out, I always stopped by to say hello. But you're favorite thing to do, was grab a rock and roll it around. Not sure why haha. But that was your thing, and that's why your teeth started to grind down due to all the rocks you would bite and roll. There are many things I can tell you. Many stories to tell about you. But unfortunately, yesterday, the doctor told us "his life is more negative than positive." My heart shattered to pieces. I had hoped there was a cure, a medication or something. But to hear those words ring across the room, made me want to scream at the top of my lungs. I am so sorry you were in much pain. You weren't able to walk anymore without assistance at all times. Your arthritis got the best of you. You got so skinny and lost weight quickly. You didn't even want to eat anymore. I haven't been able to sleep well. I have been crying all week. I fell asleep crying and now all I can do is think to myself that you aren't in pain anymore. I love you so much. Be good to Jimmy and Tia Alba ok? They are going to take care of you. Of course, God will too. Whenever you want to come visit please do. I am so sorry Hercules. Thank you for being in our lives. 😭🩷

Love,

Sam, your mom 🩷