My sweet baby girl Sofi,

Hi Sof, my sweet baby girl. It has taken me almost a year to sit down and write you a letter in this site my client created for her late dog Pushkin. My baby girl I miss you so much. I am so so sorry that I chose to put you asleep. It was the hardest decision I have ever taken my baby, but I couldn't bear to watch you suffer any more. You left a giant emptiness in my heart because you were my soul dog. In fact I am sure you were a human in a dog's body. Thank you for being my best friend through the hardest times of my life - cancer, divorce, abusive relationship. You were the one to lick my tears and the love I felt from you was like no other. I miss you my sweet Sofi. Yesterday you would have been 11. I didn't want to celebrate Christmas eve because that was always your day. This is the first Christmas without you. It's not the same. I have your ashes by my bed and I can't let go of them. I want you by my side - always. Please watch over us! give me a sign that you are here somehow..... Sofi there will never be anyone like you. I love you forever my baby Sof.

Love always,

Mommy - Nadia