Dear Smokie,

OMG I miss you so much, every time i walk into the living room I think , Crap where is Smokie , i must have left him out in the back yard..... and then I remember you went to another place.

I know you are happy and enjoying the peace of being in that beautiful mother.....but I do want you to know, I am sooooooo sorry for the way you had to suffer and die alone.

I already know you have forgiven me and Thayer but OMG I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SIRRY. I MISS YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH

XOXOX

Love,

MOMMA