My sweet Cookie,

I am so lost right now. The unbearable guilt of having to make that hard decision of letting you go is killing me. I keep hearing that I did the right thing for you and ended your pain. But, I can’t find it in me to feel that way right now..

Today was so difficult not being able to do our everyday routine. You waking me up at 5am to eat. Me giving you your meds and cleaning up after you. You greeting me and kissing my forehead when I get home from work is one of the things I will miss the most.

I miss you so much and I picture you everywhere you used to like to lay down for naps.

You will forever live in my heart my sweet Cookie. Please visit me ♥️ I love you!

Love,

Mom