My sweet My sweet, sweet little baby boy, Jonah,

Baby boy, I still miss you so so very very much. It’s been almost 6 months and there’s not a day that goes by that I don’t cry. I realize that if I got another puppy to love and nurture, it would be a little bit easier, but there’s so many reasons why I can’t right now. Your face is so vivid to me and your little quirks and your personality will never fade in my mind and my heart like I said before praise God you have five good years. The first four weren’t so good and the last year wasn’t so good. I knew for sure when you didn’t eat chicken and wouldn’t drink water it was time. I just wish I could have one last hug and one last kiss. I really gotten involved again with the church in prayer and reading the word. I pray every day that God gives me peace and joy in him. Because you gave me so much joy and so much purpose. And I really do want that in the Lord. I truly believe that you’re with him right now And he’s taking care of you because I can’t anymore. I love you, baby boy God bless you. love mommy.

Love,

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