Sweet Bodie Boy,

It has been a little over two months since you left. Some days the pain and longing for you are so bad I can hardly stand it. Today was one of those days. I feel you everywhere and the crying doesn't stop. Papa doesn't understand that we had a strong bond and it is difficult to get over your leaving. I miss you so much and love you so much.

I am still carrying anger for what happened to you. You should still be with me. Help me to get over this my dear Bodie.

We are getting a new fur baby in March and we have been going to see him. He is very sweet, but the bond isn't there yet. He and I will have to work on that.

I light a candle by your ashes and that helps a little bit. I see you face all the time and it breaks my heart. I hope with time that the pain will lesson and I can have memories of you that bring me joy instead of pain. I love you with all my heart and hope someday we will be together again.

Love,

Mama