My sweet Bodie boy,

It has been one month since you have been gone. The pain is so deep I can hardly stand it. I cry just about every day. I don’t want to accept you are gone. The separation anxiety is so bad. I know I need to let you go but I don’t know how.

I see you everywhere. Everything in this dam house reminds me of you. You never left my side. I try to think happy thoughts about you, but it just makes the tears start. How can you be gone at such a young age. You were suppose to be here me and papa.

I love you so much and miss you so much!

My sister got me a stuffed French bulldog and I hold him every night wishing it was you. I pray that God will take the pain away.

My friends tell me this hurt is normal and will take time. I feel like it is never going to go away.

One bright spot is papa and I have put our name in for another fur baby. They will never replace you! Maybe though it will help me heal. It won’t be for another 7 or so months and hopefully everything will be better.

For now my sweet Bodie I’ll try to remember the fun times we had together. I love you till I leave this earth!

Missing you,

Mama