My sweet Mogli ,

I can't believe it's almost a month and sometimes it feels impossible to continue without you. Even though you're not here, the world turns, people leave and time keeps moving forward. Making the decision to let you go broke our hearts but we continue to hug you as always, like that night.

I don't know if you visit me in dreams or it's just that I beg the night so hard that it makes me believe that I do. It is then that reality imposes itself and I remember that life took your body, but my soul refuses to see it that way, I miss you in shapes and colors that have no name.

Now you're everywhere and nowhere. In the way the light filters through the window in the afternoon, that's your time to visit us. On the wrinkled edge of the mat that you used to dig as if it owed you something.

I'm very sorry for the suffering you endured those days, I never wanted you to experience pain. Keeping you here would have been selfish and, in any case, it gives me peace to know that you are no longer suffering, although I still can't make the passes with myself. Say hello to Camila and some old friends while you rest.

The almost 13 years we had you are irreplaceable, YOU are irreplaceable. I love you so much, my little gold; I will look for you wherever I go and in everything I do. I can’t thank you enough for your sweet soul.

Mom.

Love always,

La mama