Dear Nubbin,

The holidays have come and gone and I find myself missing you more with each day that passes.Out of the blue I have these crying episodes and even though I bought a few books on how to deal with the loss of a pet I still find myself at a loss on how to deal with you not being here.You were so much more to me than my cat.You meant everything to me and I am struggling to fill this crater inside of me.I see you in my dreams and it is those moments that I feel you the closest to me.It helps me feel you are still close to me.I talk to you out loud all the time ....it helps me keep you here.This is my third letter to you and I know there will be many more to come. I want to concentrate on celebrating your life and not dwelling on your death.I just don't know how to. Kim G.

Love,

Kim your mom